anuva xmas without you  / Sarah Mc (girlfriend)
Its that time of year again and i just cant get excited like every1 else i hate it i really do christmas used to be fun i used to love it but since you've gone theres nothin to be jolly about except carly-jo i am tryin for her i really am maybe next y will be a bit better when she understands more an she starts to love xmas maybe i will too, i am still so confused i try to live my life but everyday the ache is still there inside and it wont go away i dont think it ever will, i feel like livin is such a waste now because good people are taken from us everyday while bad people are still walkin it makes me so angry, makes me sometimes wish i wasnt here either there is nothin here except badness, carly-jo is beautiful she is becomin a little character she is very naughty a bad temper its hard to tell her off because i see u in her all the time i am very soft with her she runs rings around me but i dont mind because she is a little princess, sometimes i find it hard bein on my own somtimes its just me and carly for a wk without seein anyone else but were very close because of it, you would be so proud to have a daughter like carly very demandin but a cutie with it she recognises every picture of u around the house, sometimes ill sit with pictures showin her and tellin her all about u,im also makin a little memorial garden out the back somwhere for us to visit an make nice for u, i think she will enjoy that, i will always,always love u carl not one hour of everyday i dont think about u and i will spend the rest of my life remembering u all my love and kisses xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Close

missing you  / Cathy Leckie (mum)
missing you so much. Just wanted to tell you that we all miss you so much. you have left such a massive void in all the lives of anybody who new you.I don't think for one minute you would believe that because you were so modest. All your friends miss you so much. Robyn made a lovely video about you its so sad but lovely. i still can't ever imagine not seeing you again not in this life anyway but at least i've got something to look forward to indeath. I hope your ok up there Carl i'd hate to think of you alone but i know you won't be because you've got uncle Nicky and grandad colin to look after you and i'm sure you've made loads of new friends. I just wish u could have met Carly-Jo your beautifull little girl you would be so proud of her. I miss her so much make sure you look out for her Carl she loves you and sarah makes sure she doesn't forget you. You would be so proud of Sarah she is a great mum Carly is her world. Theres so much i want to tell u and i will when we meet again. Life will never be the same again i just exist now can't really live anymore nothing seems important and can't ever imagine being happy again i feel so guilty because its not fare on the girls but i just feel dead inside and useless i am trying and i hate myself for it. I love the girls with all my heart. My children were all i ever lived for and when you died i felt that it was my fault i failed you because i couldn't protect you.l have lived that night athousand times but i can't change it. i love u so much. bye for now c u in my dreams.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Close

FOR SARAH & Carly Jo  / AJ Pauls Girlfriend
Hi Sarah, i just wanted you to know that you & Carly Jo were in my thoughts tonight. I know Carl & Paul would have been looking down on Carly Jo & Warren. They would have seen there little excited faces on Haloween. I really do feel your pain and when ever i feel like i cant go on,i read the message you left for me on Pauls Website, about been strong for the kids.Thanks again for that,there not just words, there words of comfort.Take care x Close

a mesage that i crnt get to you  / Robyn Leckie (sister)

carll miss you soso much

todays strange feels like u've been wiv meh

y is it that a feel a need sum1 to turn to to giv me a hug n theres no1 that can make me feel that evrifins gna b ok cos ur not ere

why carnt you jst cum bk dnt fink al ever b the same until you cum bk am so sorry i dint relise how much i reallyyy needed you until your gne but i do a realyy do

theres not a day goes b am not thinkin of you you are the best brova ne1 cud eva wish 4

times jst flyin by n the pain jst doesnt seem 2 ease it jst gets worse n worse

jst please come bk i need you so much evrifin jst seems to be getin worse and mum realy misses u we all jst wana see you smiley face agen

i love you so muchh and so sorry neva told you b4 hope you can see that now neva evaaa 4get you love yo 4 eva 

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Thinking of you  / AJ (Pauls Girlfriend )

Sending Loving Thoughts to you all xx

 

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ITS ALMOST BEEN 2 YEARS  / Cathy Leckie (mum)

27TH SEPT IS ALMOST HERE , CAN'T BELIEVE ITS PASSED SO FAST. IT WILL BE 2 YEARS SINCE YOU WENT AWAY . I THINK ITS BECAUSE TIME PASSES BY WITHOUT ME NOTICING ANYMORE. CARLY IS BEING CHRISTENED ON THE 28TH I DIDN'T THINK I WOULD BE ABLE TO COPE ON THE DAY SO I DECIDED THAT IT WOULD BE NICE TO INVITE ALL YOUR FRIENDS AND HAVE A JOINT PARTY FOR YOU TOO, THAT WAY YOU WILL BE INCLUDED. I KNOW YOU NEVER LIKED HAVING PARTY'S BUT I'D LIKE TO DO THIS FOR YOU I WANT EVERYONE TO CELEBRATE YOUR LIFE. PLEASE MAKE SURE YOU COME. YOU'VE GOT TO SEE CARLY ALL DRESSED UP IN HER BEAUTIFUL DRESS, SHE IS GOING TO MAKE YOU SO PROUD. ALL MY LOVE FOREVER. XXXXXXXXX

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SOME LOVELY NEWS  / AJ Pauls Girlfriend

I had some lovely news yesterday, that i wanted to share with you. When Paul died, he Donated his Organs, to help others. On Friday afternoon, one of Paul's Heart Valves was used in a Transplant, to save the life of a little 3 year old boy. Just 12 months older than our little boy, Warren. I'm so Proud and just wanted to share the news. Thinking of you all x

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THANK YOU  / AJ Paul Dobson Partner (Someone who cares )
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IN MY THOUGHTS  / AJ
I just wanted to let Carl's family and his Girlfriend know, that your all in my thoughts. I don't know you personally but i live on the same road. I lost my Boyfriend in a car accident on 22 december 2007, he lived for 4 days and sadly died on 26 december 2007. Life can be so cruel at times. Carl still lives on through Carly Jo and that along with your memories can never be taken away. Just wanted to let you know, that i feel and totally undrerstand your pain. x Close

it shouldnt have been you !  / Robyn Leckie (sister)

i sat beside your bedside

and held your hand with love

i stroked your head with tenderness

and prayed to god above

in tears i watched you leaving me

as you slowly slipped away

although my heart was breaking

 i knew you could not stay!!

i miss you loads n loads xxxxxxxxxx

 

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another years passed  / Sarah Mcintosh (girlfriend)

Not one day goes by that i dont think of you, another year is startin with out you its just not right when 12 struck all i thought about was you because the last new year i spent with u was a funny but stressful night with us both gettin chucked out of metbar but we stil seen in the new year there together good times hey good times, sometimes when i think of times like that i dunno whether to laugh or cry, i always try to remember he good times tho and we had plenty of them, carly is becomin such a cutie just lik you she is even the expressions she pulls its you all over i look at her and just see you its mad because ive got a lil u to look after now and i hope im doing you proud because i really do try to miss and love u always and forever cuddles and snuggles hun all or love sarah and carly jo xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx 

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HAPPY NEW YEAR  / Cathy Leckie (mum)
HAPPY 2008 CARL


 The time seems to pass by so fast these days, time moves on but 
 i feel as though time has stood still.  Everybody seems to be getting on with  their lives but i don't feel ready to move on yet and can't imagine ever feeling ready. I visit the cemetry at least twice a week to make sure it looks nice and bright and cheerful its all i can do for you now. I like to try to keep you involved in whats going on. Sarah sent us some pictures of Carly she's growing up so fast she's so lovely I wish I could see more of her but thats not to be, I just hope she doesn't forget us. I hope your happy Carl and I can't wait for the day when i see you again its the only way i'm getting through this just knowing that one day we will meet again until then i'll do my best to make the most of things. Lots of love mum xxxxxxxxx
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Thinkin of you XX  / Robyn Leckie (Sister)
a river of tears that i wipe on my black dress 
a book of emotions that i still need to express 
far away from here, your no where in sight 
i would do anything to see you tonight 

reminders of the times we had us to 
and the smallest pieces create a puzzle of you 
now your my angle guiding me from the sky 
but theres not a day that i dont ask my self WHYYY ?

i sit here alone with your photo in my right hand 
you give me the strengh and courage to stand 
there isnt a day where you dont come to mind 
so many memorise, i just wish i could rewind 


                    I LOVE AND MISS YOU MORE THAN NE1 
           COULD EVEN IMAGINE I NOW I'LL SEE YOU ONE DAY 
              BUT I HOPE THATS ONE DAY SOON UR THA BESTT 
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Neva 4goten XXXX  / Robyn Leckie (Sister)
so many memorise in my head 
new ones never to be made 
being without you is what i dread 
but your presense will never fade 

i feel you when im lonely 
and at my weakest times 
then when im somewhat happy 
your still on my mind 
i feel you when iam cring 
when my heart is torn to shreads 
your spirt still surrounds me 
send sweet memorise through my head 

i feel your presence near me 
so close to me are you 
i know that your still with me 
in every thing i do!

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love you soooo much and always will 
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a years passed by  / Sarah Mcintosh (girlfriend)
one years passed by and it seems like a lifetime i cant believe its been a year sice i last touched u,it hurts so much your grave is so pretty everyones been down to leave flowers and cards your truly missed by everyone that knew u hope u can see how much life just isnt the same without you everyone is actually coping better than i thought but its hard to share how u feel to people close to you, i love an miss u so much life just isnt fair if there was anything ion the world i could do to bring u back i would do it without any hesitation, carly jo is so much like u its unreal i hope you will look out for her guide her in the right direction but wherever we go whatever we do theres always a special place in my heart for you, never forgotton and incredibly missed love u always and always hun forever and ever xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx   Close

missing u  / Sarah Mcintosh (girlfriend)
I often sit here wondering what life would be like with u still here where would we be right now what would we be doing, then i think wed be a happy little family me u and carly jo perfect i have shown carly jo this website and i dont know why but its like shes listening and understands what im saying and showing her i think shes been here b4 you have sent us our own little angel, i am living the quieter life now in Ireland and i think you would like it here a nice little local for u to go in places for u to ride bikes youd love it i saw a shootin star the other day and i made a wish just that you would come and visit me not in a dream in reality maybe then i can start living my life again i dont know you were my best friend soulmate and my boyfriend all in one no one could ever compare to that we were a team now its me and carly jo were the only part of the team left but we will stay strong for you, every time im weak i think how strong youd be,there is so many things we had planned and some of those things ill make sure i do as i know you will be there with me look after carly jo for me hun keep her safe you are never far from my mind and always locked in my heart forever and always true love never dies xxxxxx Close

Just to say  / Cara Godfrey (Went to the same schools )
Its been quite some time since Carl passed away now yet its weird to think that somebody that you have known for 14 years isn't there anymore. Carl was a brilliant guy, he had a fantastic sense of humour, keeping many of us amused during classes at St Anns, and dressing up in tudor clothes on a history trip! I will have to dig out that photo and post it on here. Although I didn't really know him when he passed, if I did see him he always said hello etc. Its not easy when you lose somebody close to you, but all those who were close to Carl just need to remember that although Carl isn't with us anymore, you still have each other, and his beautiful little girl Carly to remember him by. I can't begin to imagine how hard it is to lose a boyfriend or a son, and for that I express my condolences. R.I.P Carl, you may be gone, but you will certainly not be forgotten.

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My daddy is an Angel  / Cathy Leckie (mum)

I will never get to see your face
Or feel your loving touch
I'll never get to hear your laugh
The thing i'll miss so much

You will never take me to the park
And push me on the swings
You won't be at my sports day
I'm going to miss those little things

But daddy you'll be there for me
In everything i do and say
You'll walk along life's path with me
Guiding me along the way

The angels took you away for reasons we don't know
So when i look up into the sky I'll feel you all around
I'll see you in the sky at night you'l be the brightest star.
I'll hear your whisper in the wind and catch your tears in the rain.

I'll see you in the sunshine
You'll be the warmth upon my face
Because daddy your an angel now
And your in a beautiful place.

Please look after mummy and I will do my best
Because thats why you sent me 
For it was time for you to rest.

And when it's time for us to meet
You'll be waiting at heavens gate
I'll run into your arms
And know it was worth the wait.

I love you daddy xxxxxxxxxxxxx.


I just wanted to write a tribute to Carl from Carly Jo who will never have the pleasure of knowing her dad,  but she would say these words if she could. Carly will always know how special her daddy was and she will hear all about him as she grows into a beautiful very special little girl. Carl would be so proud of her. xxxxxxxxx

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Such a shame!  / Melissa Taylor (school friend )

I know at times like these no one knows what to say but sorry for your lose. It really is such a shame, a great lad who i knew from school who was doing well for himself and was with someone he truely loved and wanted to spend his life with, you dont see that thesedays, so from the bottom of my heart, it truely hurts to hear he isn't here anymore. His family, i can't bear to think how you must all feel, someone who means so much to you all and not being there in person anymore, must be very hard. My thoughts spare you all at this sad time. A baby is now in the world, created by both sarah and carl, my god Carl's family must be proud! Both you (sarah) will be a great, strong mum who will never forget anyone! Exspecially carl. The family will always be there for you,im more than sure. And carl, he would have been a brillant dad, a dad to be proud off. From the word go in school you could see you were forever and i mean forever. No matter what sarah, i know people always say things will get easier but i know some pain doesn't seem to go i know. but you have a precious daughter to bring up, with the help of your family and carl's too. Hope every day brings some thing special and cherish everyday because you should be  proudest person Sarah, for having his baby- there will always be apart of Carl with you. x. All my love to you all. x Melissa x

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carly jo  / Sarah Girlfriend (-)
carly is a week old now and shes already bein told about her daddy shes beautiful you would be so proud of her i just wish everything was differnt its a happy occasion but at the same time sad it makes everything so much harder my emotions are all over the place at the moment i dont know whether to smile or cry it hurts to talk about what you would of thought or how you would of been with her it breaks my heart to put her to sleep AT NIGHT on my own and wake upto her in the night on my own where most people do it together or take turns you probably wouldnt of woke up for the night feeds you were a deep sleeper.
 everyone has been so generous and supportive with gifts for her shes like a little paris hilton with her own shoe collection she deserves the best tho and she will always have the best she will always know who her daddy is and how wonderful you were even tho yr not here in person you will play a big part in her life like you have to me, i think you must have asked luke to protect her he is very protective guardin her crib and waitin outside the room for me in the morning to bring her out when im changin her on the mat he comes right up and leans  his nose near her its funny to watch well if you have hes doin a good job anyway love u all the world   Close